It's as though, I don't know
All the ways our love could go,
but I know, that in the end,
I'll be on my own again.
I can see, in my mind,
the true love you hope to find
Is it me? Couldn't be,
I know I'll fail every time.
And I've tried, while she cried,
to make logic tell me lies,
but reason can't be faked,
though I felt my heart break.
Now when I close my eyes,
I'm taken back to better times,
and in each and every dream,
you're the only one for me.
But I know there's no way,
you'll ever forget that day,
But perhaps you could forgive,
and I'll allow myself to live.
I still refuse to cry,
and I smile as my heart dies
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Current Residence: U.S.A Favourite genre of music: Rock Favourite style of art: Surrealism Operating System: XP MP3 player of choice: sansa monster Shell of choice: WTF? Wallpaper of choice: i don't care Skin of choice: my own skin Favourite cartoon character: Johnny the homicidal maniac Personal Quote: Art Saves
What was once close to me has torn my heart asunder.
Turns out trusting them was my own foolish blunder.
All I know is this cant happen again.
But how am I to find the truth and see past the friend?
As a child I never had a use for a journal. I guess I just never cared to recall what happened on any particular day in my life or maybe and quite possibly just didn't think my day was particularly significant. In this case though I think I might at least try to write every day. No promises but I will try and it won't be some stupid rambling about my day or complaining about junk. I will try to at least put something interesting in. Of course excluding this long outdrawn rambling of what is possibly to come. Oh and did you know that fish cough?
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